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Casual Demolition
Should I emphasize your sunglasses
low on the bridge, the peering that signs coolness,
a voice sexy bleak, clouded with adrenaline
and alcohol, candied hair that flaps and curls
along the rouged cheek like a car that weaves
just so across the center line?
Shiver of glass, shiver of your hand on me:
accident, shrapnel. I like so much that it means nothing.
What works for me are those eyes
like the end of a five minute pop song,
colliding small and immeasurably with the silence,
impact measured but not noticed,
electrons spat at lead breastplates
half a mile away.
If the world explodes beautifully as you
perhaps I cannot give it up, but the newspaper
ringrings like a telephone solicitor
grieving with need for a sale,
a landfill of disaster and emotion,
silver and radioactive, tick tick,
half-life, click, bad connection.
Yes, the baby was placed
just slightly on the gray freeway,
and that tonguepink van pulsed bullets
across the scattering carwash crowd
like a quarter's worth of water,
casual as conversation.
Your life stays interesting because
it is always ending, is about to, should.
Behind us rollicks a simulacrum of musical desire,
that bland robot of graceful contact and decay
there comes that glance, elegant and slim,
filled with the chrome of the moment and no more,
the panicked jumpy foot, the swerve without intent,
the startled sparking ovals that moisten and gleam.
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