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Eating Fire
I first started eating fire for money,
quick sips of butane and bottled beer,
small bets in the bar with drunks,
but then I grew
to love the taste, the raw
and acrid burn as it extinguishes.
Every day I chew the fruits
of the earth, fill myself with
water and air to stay alive,
but it is fire that stokes the engine,
fire that is the hamster on the wheel,
fire that brings me closer
to the ash I will become.
I have saturated my body
with the honeyed smell
of arson, sweet and
volatile as religious rumor,
holy cool tongues dancing
like lozenges made of fireflies.
(When Moses first saw
the burning bush
he ran away
driven not by fear but desire,
sweet tremor
and when he returned
reached his hand
into the inferno and began
to pluck and then consume
the fiery berries. Branch
by flaming branch he ate the
rest, and smoldered with
the unnamable. When he tried
to describe the texture,
everything came out as law.)
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